Just a thought.

I'm so glad that I'm NOT a weak willed pussy bitch. Like they say, the world is not for the weakhearted.

Just thought I'd ...

visit blogspot. &Its been awhile after the breakup. And at first it was really really hard. But after I just thought of everything and how much shit you've done to me and put me through and I just know that I deserve better and that if I have an self-respect I'd do this for me. Sounds selfish, but I always thought about you first and what you wanted and your feelings. And now after the breakup and time away from you, I can honestly say ..... I'm happy.

Comming to an end ...

I can't believe it, I'll miss you...

Oh my my my

I have nahhhht been on here for hella long. My current life consists of: work, graduating, work, preparing for college, going out, and did I say work? Here's a bunch of random photos:
Hyphhhhhhi, hyphhhi, hyphhhi!

I don't remember him at alllll.

Greaaaat drunken night!

A artsy as fuck shelf my friend is making!

He's nuts (;

My babygirl Princess, who recently left to another home. I miss her and think of her everyday ....................... ='(

Maylene Alamea Lucas Rayos del Sol

April 30th, 2009 - 11:43pm

5lbs 8oz - 18 inches long!

We were all hoping she would give birth May 1st 12:01am becos they named her Maylene after her supposed due date. She came 2 weeks early!

tornnnn.

I haven't blogged in faaahevaaa. I've been working non-stop for the past couple of weeks, making $$$ equals no lifeeee. Ayi! But senior ball is comming up and I'm completely torn between two dresses.

$238 doesn't come with alterations. OR

this one. $325 comes with dress registry and alterations. The lady at the boutique said instead of paying for it I can come in and work for her and pay it off!

Auto-response from ashgfhjikmica:

in the "library doing research" puahah O:-)

----------------------------------------- 6:05 pm -----------------------------------------
CHRIS SO FRESHHH: LO
LCHRIS SO FRESHHH: u meaning getting that dome;)
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ashgfhjikmica: ahaha no I'm naaaaht
CHRIS SO FRESHHH: liesss
CHRIS SO FRESHHH: u know u giving it viciois
ashgfhjikmica: LMAO
CHRIS SO FRESHHH: vicious
CHRIS SO FRESHHH: exactly.
ashgfhjikmica: you crack me up
ashgfhjikmica: but I'm nahhhhht

He cracks me upppppp! But anyways, senior ball is comming up and I have not done anything. Ahhhhh! I have quit slackin' on my mackin', LOL. So much senior shit and college shit comming up, I'm starting to stress out. I'm fucking failing Algebra 2 which I fucking need to get into Cal State East Bay and if I don't get a C- or better I can't go! Wtfffffff. I need a fucking tutor.

Wdup!

Today was the first day back to school and fuck I wasn't even havin' it. I did absolutely NOTHING all day. And to find out, Laguna fucked up the schedule for the next two weeks for 'STAR' testing. So basically I have reverse minimum days for the next two weeks, becos I do nahhht have to take that bootsy ass test so I come to school at 10:15 or so everyday. Yay me! I take my ELM/ELP test May 2nd and I am fucked for the math part. Math is like trying to read Spanish, I don't fucking understand it. Tomorrow's the St. Baldricks Rally and I got a pin! But anyways, girls are funny. "Who cares about Mica? Why hasn't she hit us up because shes with Dennis!" --Anonymous. HA! I'm nahhht even gonna start to speak on that. Buuhhbyee.

FED-UP

I'm so fucking fed up with everything and everyone. Just a couple more months and I'm done with everything and everyone in Elk Grove. Thank fucking God!

Joyluuuuck

Popped up at The Habit and watched JayceeB work! Heeeeeey!
Mandeez baybeh made Joyluck bracelets but we only had enough for JOY and Mandy and I have matching HEART MY G & Z bracelts, wduuup!

UO w/ bestfriend +Joyluck!

The 'POSITION OF THE DAY' book. Hil-arious!

Friday, was Kandace's birthday party. It was coo while it lasted, had to cut early the cos the parents were being party poopers. My first day at F21 was yesterdae, its gona be coo but hella work. I work two jobs, wdup! $9 an hour at F21 and $8 an hour +tip at Crepe Escape. My fuuuckin' taxes came in yesterdae, yay! Gonna get pierced and maybe inked up if I make it down to San Jose this weeeeeek.

Eaaaster

After first period, ASB put out hella easter eggs with candy, money, and gifts insideee. It looked hella funny because everyone was running around. I got 5 eggs (=

Siiiiiiick

I haven't been posting lately, I've been in bed sick since last fuckin' Wednesday and its already Monday. At first I thought I had the flu but then it got so worst I went to the hospital. I actually had a UTI infection that got to the stage where it infected my kidneys and the infection traveled throughout my whole entire body infecting it. They gave me IV and put me on hella meds. I've missed hella fucking school awready and the term just started, FML! Hella make-up work to do. But anyways, my mommy bought the Girls Next Door book! Spring break starts this comming Friday, yay! Hopefully I'm all better by then! Oh btw, I got a job at Forever21 (;

The IV, I almost cried when the nurse stuck the needle in, I haaate needles.

My hospital baaaand.

Raandom

What a random ass fun day, at lunch this couple was swallowing eachothers throats and they ALWAYS do everyday while their walking, or getting books, eating, talking. Its disgusting! So the girls at lunch and I were mocking them and Katie said I should just go up to them while their making out and be like "Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, geeeet it!" "Keeeeep goin' keeeep goin'!" Hahahahaha, she fuckin' hilarious. And my Alg 2 teacher just fahreaaaal sat me next to the two stinkiest fuckin' people on earth. Its so nasty, I can't even breathe or think. Yuuuuuck, take showers already. And this filipino boy must not realize I am 18 and a senior becos he keeps comming up to me and tryna game me. Asking me what I'm doing on Sundays and if I wana join YFC to go camping with him and asking for all my info. In my head I'm just like thissss niggga don't know. Lol. He's trying so hard, pfffft. I have an interview at Forever21 at Arden tomorrow, eeeeeeek!

Yummay!

Today was the first day of the last 4th term of high, get it? I hate my 4th term classes.

1 - Design &Implementation 12 aka Woodshop

2 - CAD
3 - Economics
4 - Alg 2

FML! Its whaaatev' tho only two more months and I'm ouuuuut. After school, I went to Mongolian BBQ with my girlies ; Julzy, Mandy, Jaycee, Debora, and Kimmie! Fuckin' scrumptiouuuuus! I love my girlies, there so funnnnny. From shitting, to flonsters, brand new lyrics, belly buttons, def disorders and so onnnn. Buuuuut I joined twitter, becos Jordan kept saying "how cool" it was. Follow me on twitter, http://www.twitter.com/Micabaaby Oh and and I'm a brunette again, I died my hair yesterdae. Thaaanks Julzian!

blame it on the a a a alcohol

Thursday - It was my baaaybe's 19th birthday. I had finals that day so I got out earlay and went to his house with some of his boys' and surprised him. Let me tell you, he is the most difficult to surprise. We were waitin' for his ass for like and hour and half. We had some many false alarms and lit the cake so much when he FINALLY arrived the candles were all melted in the cake, ha!



FRIDAY - Dennis' kickback! It really wasn't a party but it kinda ended up as one. I was the bartender for the night and every shot I gave up people made me take one with them so I was fuuuuuucked up. It was fun tho except when random ass niggas kept rollin' up to his house. I was H.B.I.C that night and if you don't know what that means (Head Bitch In Charge!) I told everyone that I didn't know that this was my house and introduced myself. Had to kick out some bitches and niggas, you know how I do. Hahah, jp. But sawwwry to everyone I was yelling at. But overalllllll, it was a gooooood nighhhht!

I loveeee Joyluck!

Extravagant!

Limited Edition, 2009 Class Ring Charm - $52

FUCKS WITH IT! Can someone just buy me that already, I will love you forever and zillion days! Maybe, my boothang will read this blog like he reads all my blogs and buy it for me, heheh (;

Update

So I been waking up hella early on my weekends becos of work which really erks me cos I usually sleep in til' like 12 cos on the weekdays I'm up hella early. This weekend I worked two 7hr shifts in a row! FML! Oh, and if your wondering where I work since everyone keeps asking, I work at Crepe Escape on H Street as a server. Ever since daylight savings I have not been getting any sleep whatsoever. It's like almost springtime and I love/ hate this season. Laaahv the weather, hate my fuckin' allergies. My eyes are itchy, dry and red; I can't breathe and I'm sneezing 25/8. Ayiyi! I need a girls night with my Julzy, Mandy &Jaycee! I miss them!

Thriday?

The infamous 'PUSSAY TREES', idk what their called in real life. Buuuut all I know they may look pretty but in the springtime and they bloom they smell like straight STANK PUSS. Not saying I know what that smells like cos I do wash mines, believe. Those thangs are DISGUSTING.

My nigga Alex Tran sleeping pretending to read that boring ass book HOUSE. Caught him off guaaaaard.

Yikes!

Food? NOPE, there erasers! Yes, erasers. Crazy Japanese erasers that look like food.

Captain Crunch starbucks drink ;D

Taco Tuesdays = 12 tacos!

&Today I got hired at 'anonymous' place I will not name and its just a 'FOR NOW' job. I seriously need the money, becos I am so broke. Its hella far and not even that good of pay, but senior ball is comming up and I hate asking my parents for money. Until I find a better job, this'll do.

Mondays

Jordan's Kaossilator, its a mini beat-making machine, tiiiiight. $150!
My 4th term schedule, and my LAST 4th term schedule EVER! 1 - Woodshop 2 - CAD 3 - Econ 4 - Alg 2

Driving to Crepe Extravaganza in the brat's whip!

Braaaat at Crepe Extravaganza! Had yet another strawberry nutella crepe ;D

R.I.P Shu Uemura! I ran over only the best fuckin' eyelash curler ever fuckin' made ='(

Successful!

I had a successful ass day! I started off with giving my mom a car wash, which turned out really horrible but I am in no shape or form to give car washes. Then after, I picked up Julzy and Deb and we hit up Downtown Plaza again for the 3rd time this weekend! I turned in my Forever21 application, after we went to this boutique on J street and that's where all 3 of us found 'THE ONE' our senior ball dresses, now all we need is dates! Haaay!

After, we went to go eat at the crepe mothafuckin' extravaganza!

I had a strawberry nutella crepe!

I was having a mouth orgasm, it was tooooo gooood!

Happy Birthday Jason!

Today was Jason's 20th! Went to Mizu's for his bday lunch. Dennis and I brought freezer ziploc bags and took sushi! After, we hit the downtown mall and he bought me MAC X HELLO KITTY pouch ;D

$22 +tax! My collections getting bigger ;D

This little brat driving!

The little brat came home to a new iPhone 3g, my new toy ;D
Meet Momo, cuuuutie!

Ended my day off with pho w/ beef balls and a strawberry shake!

Senior ditch day!

was today! Ate at No #1 Buffet with Dennis and then we went to Downtown Plaza and he bought me MAC X HELLO KITTY 'Sweet Strawberry' lipgloss to add onto my upcoming collection ;D

Goodbye ..

"Il ne faut pas sous-estimer la force de la femme."
Translation: You shouldn't underestimate the strength of a woman.

to my beautiful babyboy, I'll see you in two weeks .. hope they treat you better than I did. Hah, I'm pathetic .. *Sigh. I totally blanked out my liscense plate becos their too many creepas on the internet.

LIFE ..

as of now has gotten a little bit better but I'm still annoyed as %#&^ becos yitches keep wanna sprend around my ishh like its their ishh to talk about but whaaaatever! I'm finally realizing a lot. Being apart from my ex I had a lot of time to do thinking of what I REALLY want and what I REALLY need. I thought I was too young to settle down and I thought I needed to be free and date other people cos I thought him and I would NEVER be on good terms becos for awhile we had the WORST x10 relationship. But being single again really just made me realize what such assholes and jerks guys are and I really didn't know how good I had it. Just like all these boys introducing myself to me and tryna spit "game" and run "game" I'm just really DONE playing games in general and I want something real. Yeah, he might get on my nerves x1000000 and he may not be perfect but he hasn't cheated on me, he calls me fouls names but I guess I can get over it? Our time apart gave us time to repatch what we lost and regain our FRIENDSHIP and I like that and made us realize whats really important.

j u i c y c o u t u r e charm bracelet: $42 +tax (=
I l o v e you foreverandeverandever!

This is the very first charm I want ; Enameled Flower Charm $58 +tax!

VENTING

Stayin' in the house doin' nothing all day makes you think about a lot of shit. First off, thanks everyone for being concerned and caring. I feel like as if I need comfort but I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. I'm trying to stay positive about everything and that everything happens for a reason and maybe God has a bigger meaning for all of this and I just thank Him that I'm alive. But FUCK those dudes, foreal. Karma's a bitch and when its your turn its your time.

Second, I'm tired of females foreals. Catty ass females these days. IDGAF. But anyways, I'm tired of females complainin' about how another female is fake and about this and that that and this and then your gona be fake back? Like uhhhh, wtf?! Don't complain about it if your just gona do the same.

I can't wait til' I just get out of Elk Grove foreals. I'm tired of the people here, I'm just tired of everything. I know, theres shady ass people everywhere and drama but nothing like Elk Grove. There's SHIT ta do in Sacramento so no one has anything else better to do but start shit. And yeah, I may be going to East Bay in Hayward so everyone calls it "GHETTO" and I go to Laguna Creek and they call it ghetto. But I rather go to some ghetto ass school with ghetto people that have some kind of weird self respect and dignity then run around at school with fakes bitches and pretend to be all good. Maybe thats just my opinion.

I'm having a real IDGAF attitude, and maybe stayin' in the house is good for me cos maybe I can now truly find out who are my true friends and who arent. Who'll still keep in contact and still visit and who will just bail out just cos I can't drive everyone around now. Haha. I'm an emotional mess, I've been on my fuckin' period for two weeks now, I gave up chocolate for lent, I just had the worst weekend, SO DONT FUCK WITH ME!

RANDOM

Today, I dressed hella warm becos I thought it was suppose to rain but it was actually pretty weather and I was hot as hell. But I had a pretttty random day. Hella productive tho, I did all my chores plus sommore. I ran errands for my mama and I'm about to start my dreadful 90465346984 english packet =(

Dee always has on NASTY shirts. This shirt says 'GO DEEP!' and if you tilt your head and look at the where the stars are and the whole picture then its pretty nasty! Hahah.

My finger Koala!