Stayin' in the house doin' nothing all day makes you think about a lot of shit. First off, thanks everyone for being concerned and caring. I feel like as if I need comfort but I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. I'm trying to stay positive about everything and that everything happens for a reason and maybe God has a bigger meaning for all of this and I just thank Him that I'm alive. But FUCK those dudes, foreal. Karma's a bitch and when its your turn its your time.
Second, I'm tired of females foreals. Catty ass females these days. IDGAF. But anyways, I'm tired of females complainin' about how another female is fake and about this and that that and this and then your gona be fake back? Like uhhhh, wtf?! Don't complain about it if your just gona do the same.
I can't wait til' I just get out of Elk Grove foreals. I'm tired of the people here, I'm just tired of everything. I know, theres shady ass people everywhere and drama but nothing like Elk Grove. There's SHIT ta do in Sacramento so no one has anything else better to do but start shit. And yeah, I may be going to East Bay in Hayward so everyone calls it "GHETTO" and I go to Laguna Creek and they call it ghetto. But I rather go to some ghetto ass school with ghetto people that have some kind of weird self respect and dignity then run around at school with fakes bitches and pretend to be all good. Maybe thats just my opinion.
I'm having a real IDGAF attitude, and maybe stayin' in the house is good for me cos maybe I can now truly find out who are my true friends and who arent. Who'll still keep in contact and still visit and who will just bail out just cos I can't drive everyone around now. Haha. I'm an emotional mess, I've been on my fuckin' period for two weeks now, I gave up chocolate for lent, I just had the worst weekend, SO DONT FUCK WITH ME!
