"If you ain't got no money then you ain't got nothin' for me."
So I've been thinking lately, a lot actually. I've been confused for quite some time. I just got out of a year and a half relationship. Him and I had a great relationship in the beginning then once it hit one year it went way downhill. I'm not blaming anyone becos it takes two to tango. But him and I were just constantly arguing, breaking up to making up and whatnot. I was going thru rollercoasters of emotions, and I told him over, over and over again what I wanted from him but he never delivered. Now that I'm "gone" he's really nice to me and really depressed I guess. But, I've kinda really had it. I'm done arguing, I'm done not being able to trust him and him not being able to trust me and dealing with differences. I know I sound like a quitter but its only so much a person can take. It's hard, my whole entire family loves him and he still hangs out with my cousins and all this blahblahblah. But I'm going to college soon, I'm still young... Idkkkkkk?
But anyways, why is it that boys only want you when they can't have you? I hate how some boys think girls are just some objects that they can pick and choose, drop, and choose again. It's not how it works. I am neither naive nor stupid, and if you think girls can't play the 'GAME' we can play it twice as hard. Not saying that I would ever do that, but bottom line is.. I ONLY HAVE TIME FOR THE LEGIT, SO DON'T WASTE MY TIME.
